on

i can’t conceal what i feel and i’m crying

i can’t breathe, please notice i’m dying

because i’m drowning in this pain that

i feel inside

please understand that it’s changing me and the aspirations i have rather

it’s completely deleting them all

i try to reach out and beg for your help but you don’t seem to hear my

pleading call

i indulge in my past

i’m scared of the future

and i’m so unconscious of the present time

i know this isn’t a crime

i’m terrified of change

but i desire to change

and better myself and my behaviours

but this is task at hand

turns out to be hard

but i hope everything’ll turn out good in the end.

i really hope so.

 

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